There are times I am like this; I just want to be alone. Alone in everything such as walking on the street, window shopping, being inside of a bookstore and eating. Yeah! being a lone diner (you might tell me that, oh no! that quite sad – well, for me it’s not). Actually I did it yesterday, entering this fast food chain all by myself and ordered this food that just for me, after I gave my orders the cashier asked me If I am expecting someone to joined me on a table, I said, No, it’s just me, myself, and I and my belongings. And that stare as if telling me “seriously?-are-you-crazy-for-eating-here-alone”, Of course I am not crazy, I wanted to be alone for now, as simple as that. So I picked a table for two in the middle of the food chain, which was not too crowded for me. And maybe because yesterday, was a very long day for me that I desired to be alone, eating all by myself. And I find it cool – being silently observing people around me – watching those people who goes in and out of this fastfood chain – noticing how the food-server doing their job happily, cleaning the tables after the customer leaves (which I didn’t do when I am with someone). Here comes my order, I ordered a bowl of full size Lasagna that with so much mozarella ang parmesan cheese in it, a soda, and a solo size Hawaiian pizza and again a bottle of hot sauce.
Well, basically I am used to spending so much time being all by myself, but I don’t want to call myself a loner, maybe I am an Introvert at all times, or I’m just not good in communicating with other people personally. That’s all, But in my heart I crave to have a friends.
By the way, today is Friday the 13th, so guys hope you will enjoy this day. Be careful, stay gorgeous and be happy.